At it again... Venting time...

So... this happens again and again without fail. Ever since my freshman year when I was sick and out of school for a month, and my immune system got very weak...

I'm a procrastinator. Well aware of it. But after a while of staying up late nights to finish assignments that could have been done weeks ago, I wear myself down and get sick... So I have to miss some school. Then I go back to school, am overwhelmed by everything that I missed, and shut down. Then I get further behind, and it takes me about a month to get over whatever sickness I have because I seem to catch one thing after another for a while.

I'm in the "about-to-show-up-to-classes-after-missing-a-week-straight" phase, and am well aware of how far I'm going to be behind in everything.

I'm sure I'm failing all my classes right now, and am going to get in trouble with my parents, if not kicked out of school. I no longer have a car because the dealership that sold it to us, brilliant people that they are, were not allowed to sell us the car because a lady gave it to them on trade in but then could not get approved for a loan on the new car she wanted, so she demanded her car back, and the dealership threatened to call the cops on us and everything if we didn't return the car. Legally, Al and I did not have to give it back since we had the contract that clearly stated it was ours, but it was a gas guzzler and no longer made sense to keep it with Al going on his mission for two years and all.  The dealership just had no right in harassing us the way they did and just made for an all around horrific situation.

I still have no clue what I'm doing for next semester: Al's leaving for his mission on May 4th, and I'd love to spend every minute I can with him until then, but my parents do not have the funds to put me through another semester of college, especially when I'm not going to be graduating from that school, but they said they don't want me to just sit around Utah and work for a semester because they don't want to pay for my rent if I'm not going to school... though I'm trying to convince them that it's the cheapest option that will still keep me happy. Once again, things are up in the air, and I have to wait again for other people to decide my fate...

Just gotta keep plugging along...